GODDAMMIT I SHOULD'VE BEEN A FUCKING NUN

i wouldn't be expecting anything so i wouldn't be looking for anything which means i would probably find it. I am so impatient and I am so not wanting to pay money to meet ppl which seems to be the MO for ppl these days...frickin frackin speed dating and match.com and AJKLFHOPDFIUjgpejmsgpeouy]-zdovj;'aslt\a=-w!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TODAY IS A BATTLE

At 7:45am, my brother texts me: Are you training?
At 7:46am, I wake up.

I have fallen off the wagon in a major way but I am determined to get back on as of NOW.
I had a discouraging week; I thought I lost a few dreams, but then I had a dream last night.
A dream that encouraged me not to give up.
To not let the circumstances of the past nor those of the present limit the possibilities of my future.

So am I training?
Today I am.
And tomorrow will be a battle, just like today.
Each day is its own battle.
But today I fight this one.
One day at a time.
No excuses.
No regrets.